I'm still moving around. I'm trying to find a psychiatrist I can afford. Due to having a child by a deadbeat, when they offered Health Insurance I really couldn't afford it with Daycare, Groceries, and Rent it was not a priority. But, now with the mania setting in and various 'triggers' in my life, it's time to go see someone for real. (Not just a PCP).
So, I made an appointment with a psych doc that is cash pay. Can I afford it? I'm going to have to is what I have been thinking. But, after making a few calls they have caseworkers and all types of clinics that go off of your income. So, I left a message for one this morning. I will keep you up to date as to how that will go.
Right now, my appointment is for August 21, 2013. I can't wait that long. I'm MANIC right now. Nothing I'm doing is making any sense even to myself. My child is keeping my grounded because I KNOW I have to take care of her.
But, I'm not sleeping. (Even after two or three glasses of wine) I'm waking up in the middle of the night.
So, this is me today, but I don't know what tomorrow will bring. I never do.
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