Its not unusual for me to feel unusual. As a matter of fact when I feel normal it usually means that Im in a manic state. You know mental illness is different without kids. Before I had my daughter, now two, my life was in whirlwind. But, I was young and I just considered it normal. Always on ten and feeling as if the world should regulate itself to deal with me not the other way around. To be honest, I kind of still feel like that sometimes. Because its more of us than them (I call them Normans).
I digress, my daughter should not have to regulate herself to deal with my issues. It is my job to make sure she is safe and well cared for. For me, that is not always the easiest task when you are on "edge" and "irritable". I use the quotes because the severity degree is so REAL. I find myself having to watch myself react before I can actually react.
I just wanted the first post to show you a small window into this. Keep Reading You wont be disappointed.
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