The enemy of my enemy is not my friend. My enemy is curiosity. I am so curious about things and sometimes that gets me into trouble. Because sometimes I find out things that piss me off and me pissed off is NEVER a good thing.
But, I am saying the I am watching my curiosity from now on. I am going to stop being so curious about things that do not directly affect my life. Because it's just too much of a hassle.
Right now, I have switched my meds. I am now on Zoloft, which I don't know if it is working yet, but I have faith.
The paroxetine withdrawal sucked I felt like I was shocked twenty times a day. That's over now. THANK YOU.
I am having some awesome hair days, which I usually don't. I feel good. I am focused on what matters and trying my best to blow off what doesn't.
I am back on track and in a 'I refuse' state. I refuse to let anything outside of myself get me down or change my mood.
I have a new number and no one can contact me. I haven't been on social websites in years. I am spending time with my daughter and planning the next part of my life.
Hopefully, I can keep this feeling and move FORWARD.
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